Category Archive: Life

Sep
20

Leaving. A Second Time

It’s the time of the year again. One year ago, I embarked on a journey to London and spent the next nine months away from home and familiarity (well, maybe not the latter so much).

This time round, I leave with mixed feelings. On the one hand, I can’t bear to leave home and all the friends but I am kind of sick of just bumming around. On the other hand, I do not really enjoy the prospects of trudging through the thick stack of notes and study materials for my second year.

Oh well, c’est la vie.

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Aug
08

The Difficult Bus Rides

Warning: This is a rant.

Sometimes, I wonder if some bus drivers are rushing to get somewhere.

They love to brake faster and harder than they do in bed (okay, bad joke). They accelerate as quickly as the revving bus engines can allow them to and then brake at the very last moment possible. What results from that is a bunch of disgruntled passengers on the bus. This is especially bad if the bus is crowded during the rush hours.

There was once when I was on bus 131 outside SAFRA Mount Faber. There was only one poor sod (i.e. me) who decided that standing on the bus was less of a hassle then trying to sit down with my ear phones on, a shoe bag in one hand and a book in another. So when the driver did his signature move, braking as if he was about to hit a cow alongside a bus stop, I was almost flung from my perch which consisted of me leaning against the metal pole with my right foot stuck out to try to cushion any motion that my inertia (physics!) would cause when the bus braked. Obviously, it was inadequate.

So after that bus stop, I decided to call it quits. There was no point trying to resist against such relentless braking and acceleration. I simply placed my shoe bag between my feet, clamped it tightly and held onto the metal pole with my left hand while my right continued holding onto the book. When the bus braked, instead of trying to resist my inertia, I simply let my left arm stretch out as far as it could go, holding onto the metal pole, while my upper torso went all out to try and continue the motion it was engaged in several microseconds ago. What a sight that must have been. I did all this while simultaneously engaged in nonchalantly holding the book in my right hand and reading.

This phenomenon is not unique to that bus. I had the pleasure of experience it again today, while standing. This is the primary reason why you are reading this entry which, I’d admit, seemed to have been dramatised a little.

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Aug
08

The Singapore Identity

It’s 8/8/2011. Almost forty-six years ago (off by one day), we were thrown into the world to fend for ourselves and we have since come a long, long way. I’m not here to talk about our history – on the contrary, I feel like I have something to say about our future, on a rather apt occasion – national day.
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I really admire the Scots. They have had a tumultuous history of asserting their own independence through the last few centuries. Yet, even after the union with England in 1707, they have continued to keep their own identity which is widely recognised in the world (though not entirely exclusive to the Scots): bagpipes, tartan kilts and Scotch whiskeys. While they are seeking independence after managing to wrestle a devolved parliament from the UK (which I don’t think is a good idea, economically at least, but I’m not really qualified to comment), we have to ask ourselves, especially now when Singapore is celebrating its independence day, what is the Singapore Identity?

I would define such an identity as something that all Singaporeans can identify with. It has to be something that is common and utilised by everyone who calls himself/herself a Singaporean. It has to be something that is part of our everyday lives. When you approach this entity, you must immediately feel at home with it. If you meet a stranger in a strange land who wields this entity, you must be ale to feel familiar with this stranger. It cannot be the cuisines because there is a plethora of cuisines available and not everyone eats everything. Not trying to sound like I came up with this idea, I think the answer to this is Singlish.

While the government frowns upon the use of Singlish (though they seem to have relented somewhat in recent years), it is not all doom and gloom when it comes to the use of Singlish. People generally know that they have to switch to using Standard English when appropriate (e.g. communicating with foreigners). It is not to the detriment of the country to use Singlish once in a while, for fun, humour and among close friends while not taking things too seriously.

Let me present myself as the sole exhibit to illustrate the point. I come from a typical working class family, not rich and not too shabby either – we could make ends meet. My parents are not well-educated in English. I think I could barely understand English TV Programmes until I was in my tweens. I speak Mandarin at home, and practically babble Singlish with friends. With my background out of the way, let me recount a tale of how I survived in London during my nine months in my first year of study.

I was under no pretence that I am going to change the way I speak to sound “British”. I was not going to adopt a Cockney accent or speak “Queen’s English” (though I’d admit I love these accents – they sound like music to my ears). I was going to speak to our own brand of Singapore English with its generally flat enunciation and non-rhotic delivery. I figured that the things I say are going to matter more than the way I say it. And it worked well.

When speaking to European friends, I tend to speak slower (Singaporeans tend to speak too fast!) and remove all the usual quirks of Singlish like la and lor. When I speak to my Singaporean friends, the speed picks up and all the pleasantries are thrown out of the Window as all the hokkien and malay and mandarin return to take their places in my words. I generally get understood pretty well, though I still need to work on slowing it down a little!

On the contrary, my inexperienced ears face problems trying to understand what the others are saying at times. It is said that the more North you go in the UK, the harder it is to understand the accent. I find it hard to understand what some of the Irish and Scots say at times and I am usually embarrassed to ask them to repeat their words a third time and so I just nod my way out of a potentially awkward social situation. It is, of course, no fault of theirs. I need more practice!

My point is that with proper code-switching, speaking Singlish is of no problem at all! Instead of campaigning to eradicate Singlish, the government should promote the use of Standard English in the right contexts and situations instead! And I am not alone in thinking like this.

In Neil Humphreys’ (rather old) book “Notes from an Even Smaller Island”, he wrote at length about how he felt Singlish was a quintessentially Singaporean quality. Looking back at a chapter written almost ten years ago, I find it increasingly important to assert our own sense of national identity in this day and age of globalisation where cultural seepage from other countries through the internet can severely dampen our sense of belonging with our home. How can you feel like at home if there is nothing unique about this place that tethers you back?

Singlish is “Uniquely Singapore”, to quote the Singapore Tourism Board, even though that phrase is technically grammatically incorrect (for all the Grammar Nazis out there!). But hey, this is Singlish we are talking about, and we can be more lenient on the technicalities of English grammatical syntax, could we? ;)

Do not attempt to eradicate Singlish. Promote the use of standard English at the right juncture in the right place at the right time. It is one identity that permeates our society, independent of ethnic groups and social strata. It is Uniquely Singapore.

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For the first time in my life, I am going to attend a National Day Parade with my family, courtesy of my brother who managed to ballot for four tickets. After being away from Singapore for a good nine months, I suppose it will be a nice day to feel patriotic and express our gratitude and love for a country that has given us a lot (despite its shortcomings, but who is to say that any country is perfect?). Though it might seem “trendy” on the internet nowadays to diss the country, it is one day where I will truly feel “Singaporean” among other Singaporeans.

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Aug
03

How I Grew Up With Harry Potter

It has been more than ten years since I picked up the book Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone when I was eleven or twelve. I remember reading up till the fourth book before I joined millions of readers worldwide waiting eagerly for each of the sequels. These ended in 2007 with the release of the last book and tonight, after everyone seemed to have caught the film, I finally watched the final episode of the saga in the cinemas.

Supposedly the "birthplace" of Harry Potter which I visited this summer, in Edinburgh.


What a journey it had been. If you looked at my old blog, you can find sparse references to the series scattered throughout the years. From the spoilers of Dumbledore’s Death to the title for the last book, I remembered all the excitement I felt when I could hear any bit of news about the next sequel. The fifth book was released exactly on my birthday in 2003. I remembered pre-ordering it online and having it delivered to my house at about 10 am that morning. And, no prize for guessing, I spent the whole day at home reading the book. Probably one of the nerdiest birthdays of my life. That enthusiasm died down slightly for the last two books as I entered the world of O and A Levels, but they would always surge back when a new book was published and I would literally spend one whole day reading the books. Of course, these culminated in the final book when I simply woke up that day to grab a copy off the book shelves at a book shop (and was surprised to find no queues!) and then spending the rest of the day at home, reading it.

I grew up reading the books, just as Harry had. Even the actors who portrayed them have grown up as well. I was surprised to find that Neville Longbottom’s actor is actually just several days younger than me! But of course, I’m sure he has deeper pockets than this poor student here.

I never liked the films, to be honest. I felt that they butchered too much of the story, but I guess that had to be done if you had to translate a novel worth hundreds of pages onto the silver screen. And so I went into the cinema this evening not expecting much, and I was not wrong. Aside from the stunning effects, and perhaps sub-par acting from some, I felt that the film laid an appropriate end to the saga. I laud the people involved for having the determination to finish the mammoth task of finishing eight films (aside from the fact that there was loads of cash to be made).

And so tonight, I end off this journey with the film. Thank you for having been there when I was growing up. Perhaps one day, when I have the time, I will sit down and read those books again, for nostalgic sakes.

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May
27

FPGA Sliding Puzzle

It’s done! Our first year project is done! It had been one month of learning how to unravel programming on this little thing which required a rather huge paradigm shift followed by another month of gruelling coding, debugging and headache.

It was rather difficult coding on this thing. Firstly, we don’t get the nice layers of abstraction that high level languages provided us. There was need to consider how complex expressions will slow down the clock cycles and these have to be manually broken up. Failure to adhere to the required clock speed will result in visible visual artefacts on screen. Secondly, there was a disgusting lack of any form of easy to use debugger. Gone are the days when you could “Step through” the code in Visual Studio to see what went wrong. This resulted in situations where we could spend one whole day in the lab with no visible progress as we debugged.

These two points required a huge paradigm shift in terms of designing and coding the thing. Headaches!

If you are interested, you can read our report!

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May
16

SPAM, Killer Litter and Notes

Random snippets of things I felt I needed to get off my chest.

There seem to be an influx of SPAM comments on my blog this month. I think this bar chart should convey what I mean. Like a 400% increase in SPAM over a month!? And May is only halfway done!

And goodness, the SPAM just keep coming in.

I need to monitor the situation and see what I can do. I’ve just reactivated some sort of Access Filter. Hopefully that will help things.

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Yesterday, I received a horrifying message from my brother, worthy of a “WTF” award: someone threw down a shopping cart down over the corridor of my block of flats onto my dad’s car, crushing it in the wee hours of the morning. Thankfully, no one was injured. How can anyone be so deranged to do such a thing? Thankfully there is insurance.

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I am not a rote learner by any means. I prefer to understand concepts and then if needed, to derive them on the spot during exams. This is why I enjoyed Maths and Physics so much during A Levels. But now it seems that the content I am learning is either too much or too difficult to derive that I have to resort to some form of memorising. Either I lack the Mathematical know-how or the Physics background to derive them most of the time, or even if I could derive them, it will take ages and I don’t have such the luxury of time during the exams.

Enter my own notes. This is the first time I am ever writing my own “secret recipes” for subjects.

Sighs, now back to revision.

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May
11

Exam Hiatus

The elections are over and it’s time for me to focus on my exams. I am going to blog less for this period of time.

And finally, on 2nd July 2011, I’m going home =)

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Apr
26

Exams and Elections and Other Musings

“Fans” of my long droned out entries might have realised a lack of these entries for a while when I resorted to “cheap” short entries. But fret not – since I grew tired of studying, I thought I might as well write one long entry. This is an entry of random stuff and things that concern me the most right now.

In year 2008 and 2009, I took a two-year hiatus, though not voluntarily, for national service and the upcoming exam will be my first exam in 3.5 years since A Levels in November 2007. It’s been a while. I was worried about adjusting back to student life. But it seems that it was not my cognitive ability that needed adjusting. The only thing that needed adjusting was the habit of studying. I have been here for more than seven months already and it has felt great so far to be a student again. I have worked hard though not as hard as I used to during A Levels. You could probably say that I am taking things in stride much better now. But it is now crunch time and crunch time demand that I put in the extra effort to study and revise for the exams.

I have eight papers, spanning across 2.5 weeks from 31 May to 17 June. I was relieved that the papers were spread out rather than crammed together. At least this gave me more time to revise for each paper. Taking exams after three years with no prior (or recent) experience (in the university at least) to benchmark against, it feels pretty apprehensive. I hope that with the hard work and sweat (literally, more later) I have poured in, it will turn out well.

So, pretty much, my life these few weeks since returning from Italy had followed these simple routine: Wake up, study, play some games and sleep. There is the occasional exercise. I lament that I pretty much have no life. Goodness, I miss home…


It is perhaps fortunate that for those of us born in 1989, we turned 21 last year and thus became eligible to vote in the general elections this year. It’s been at least two elections since my family got to vote. I used to be in some SMC/GRC/something that was known as Moulmein before being shifted to Tanjong Pagar GRC last election. It was pretty weird how they drew the lines. I mean, where I lived was nowhere near Tanjong Pagar! And to this time round, we are in a new GRC called Moulmein-Kallang GRC.

And this is where things get exciting. Worker’s Party has decided to contest in my ward against GRC. There is no walkover and I get to vote, for the first time in my life, albeit not in Singapore. The Singapore High Commission in London is pretty near where I stay and a good fifteen (maximum) walk will bring me there.

I have written before on the apathy that Singaporeans seem to have regarding national issues. Some people still remain apathetic during this elections but a promisingly increasing number of people, especially the younger generation, are really concerned about the elections. I find that comforting. We still care for our country.

A few of my friends expressed surprise at my interest and keeping updated of affairs in Singapore, especially regarding the elections when I am far away in London. I do care about happenings in Singapore. I scan through a summary of things happening on Google News everyday and once in a while, I do read The Straits Times. So why do I care about the elections?

I care because I want to vote responsibly. The people whom we vote for will shape our country for the next half a decade at least. As a citizen of the country, I feel that I must exercise my right to vote responsibly. I want to find out more about the candidates running for the elections before I vote for them. I am not going to blindly “follow the crowd” and vote for whomever the internet or media approve of. This is why I care. Secondly, I am going to work for a statutory board for six years, at least, after I graduate. If I am to formulate policies that will affect Singaporeans, I want to be able to be on the ground and know how it is like to be an ordinary Singaporean. This is why I care about ongoing in Singapore.

Well, even though I seem to have written the act of voting as a very harrowing experience, I’m sure the actual voting on 7 May will not be as dramatic. I will probably write about that later.


Random musings follow…

Either the weather in London is turning warm or this week was a week of anomalous high temperature. After the nice weather a couple of weeks ago, the temperature has now hit 26 degrees during the day! It got so warm that walking outside in the sun actually made me sweat. Cooking in the kitchen was so warm that I could feel myself sweating. Thankfully, the nights remain cool and it’s not that bad to sleep at night.

Speaking of hot, the hottest thing on the press nowadays (other than the depressing news about the Japanese disaster or the uprisings or armed conflicts in Middle East) seem to be that of the royal wedding happening on the 29th. I don’t really bother to keep up with the news. I am probably not going to pay much attention to it either on the day. Like I said to my friend: “all the festivities got drowned out by the cacophony of my notes”.

Finally, my brother is going to enlist exactly two years and one day after I finish my national service. Coincidence, or not? You decide.

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Apr
25

The World is Beautiful

Check these two videos out!

The Mountain from Terje Sorgjerd on Vimeo.

The Aurora from Terje Sorgjerd on Vimeo.

Absolutely stunning. Like what Discovery Channel says, The World is Just Awesome!

So I have been travelling around places, seeing things that I never dreamt of seeing with my own eyes. I have learnt the history of many places and realised their impact on the world today. I doubt I have seen enough and I am eager to always explore new places.

My most memorable trip was down to Italy, to the heart of the ancient Roman Empire. This was the first time that I actually bothered reading up on ancient history. It was fascinating to say the least. Took some photos along the way!


Venice


Rome


The Legendary Colosseum

If you would like to see more panoramas of Italy, check this album out.

I am thinking that my next destination should be more of a “scenic” tour of sorts, after I am done with the major cities. It’s always breathtaking to see a good view.

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Apr
15

Roller Coasters

So yesterday, I experienced what you can call the first “proper” roller-coaster ride of my life at Thorpe Park. I actually define “proper” for anything that involves a 360° turn. Something like the Colossus ride you see here:

You can imagine how fearful I was of the trip the day prior. Ironically, that ride you see above turned out to by my favourite ride when I took it twice. The acceleration and rush you feel was awesome but perhaps the vertigo afterwards is not.

So yes, one more thing ticked off from the life-long list of things to do.

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